Background knowledge and having talked with Alien in the past (I hope I'm not being too presumptuous here).
Also, major life changes are usually difficult, even if they are positive in nature.
Yeah, quite a bit

I've actually been in really good spirits the last few months, I'm doing better than ever at the moment.
Me and classical music have been on our own adventures, seen the world and come back in a new mindset. It just happens that at the same time that I was becoming disinterested with classical music; I was being drawn to other topics, hobbies, studies and arts. But as most of you'd have noticed - I was already heavily leaning towards film taking over my life last year, anyway

......And Yes, everything is still all 'girls, girls, girls'
